LUCKY
The title of this post is not exactly what’s happening to me right now, but I like the song… Heck, I like almost all of Mraz’s songs!
“Lucky”
(Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat)
Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
A Broken Story Re-emerges
September 28, 2008, 9:29 pm
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Weblogs As I again try to grasp the things that enfold me, I see myself, again yanking for deliverance, to reach for the gemstone that has long been forgotten, that suddenly came out, blazing with its gleam. I started walking once more and try to see for myself, if the jewel is real and I can behold its radiance, the gem that has kept me lingering for eternity, but seemingly light-years away from my reasoning. I ask the omniscient if he could spare me some actuality, so I could finally take clutch of the wanted entity, but blurriness took over and haze came falling, I am alone for now, to seek for reality. The jewel is up there, somewhere in the clouds. It’s asking me to fetch and take a hold of its splendor. Seemingly scorning me to come forth its sanctity, I begin another journey to search for my convalescence.
Fundamentally Exposed…
Everything changes in just a matter of words… I believe each and every one of us can attest to this and the moment that we say something big, we know that we’ll get a reaction from it, both good and bad…
I’m just not exactly sure right now, what my case is. I know I’ve said something, but the result is somewhat blurry and I just couldn’t see the full effects of it, well at least not right now. I was hoping and I want to think that everything would turn out fine, but of course that will not be up to me… Come to think of it, it never did. That’s one thing of being exposed. You just don’t know what would happen next and you feel like you’re walking naked on the streets, wondering if anyone is out there to help. I don’t want to tell what exactly happened, but the thing is, I’m profoundly bamboozled right now and have no idea on what to do and what would occur subsequently… All I know is, I have no control over all the happenings in the world since I’m just a mere droplet in the cosmos.
I’d like to make sure that all would be well, but there’s this one question in my mind that is basically haunting me, and have haunted me before… HOW? How in the blue hell do I do it? This is not the first time though that I had this kind of anxiety. It happened like gazillions of times before, but seemingly, I haven’t really learned from each and every one of them. It’s like whenever I encounter similar situations, I immediately get amnesia, that I get easily baffled, with no means of knowing what has to be done, and what I need to do to secure things. And this basically brings me back to what I have written in the past, that people like me would always finish last. I’m not saying that I’m a loser (because I love myself too much), but when I look at it, I’m seemingly turning on that direction, slowly but excruciatingly sure to be bound to it.
I’m still hoping for the best though… Hoping that I finally get what I’m seeking for and tell the moon that she can take a rest because a guardian has already been sent to watch over me.
Rants from a Frustrated Writer
Here I go again with my rants and frustrations…
Yesterday, while I was minding my own business at home, one square-shaped, white thing took my attention. It was Bob Ong’s white book “Stainless Longganisa.” Naturally, being a big fan and all, I started rereading the thing and found myself wanting to be a writer once again… Now don’t get me wrong here, I really want to become a writer. I want to see my name on a reading material, my name on the bookshelves of bookstores and I want to have people looking at my work. But for some reason, I couldn’t seem to get enough inspiration to do it… Sure I can write blogs and poems but I don’t think what I have right now is enough for me to create something really interesting that people would actually want to read it. I don’t know if it’s because I’m just really lacking self confidence or I’m just being stupid but I can’t seem to find it in me to continue the plan that I’ve posted a few months back.
I’m also pretty much preoccupied with a lot of stuff… One thing is my health issues… that even though I’m only twenty five, I’m already having problems with my cholesterol level, to the point where I have to watch what I eat now, otherwise I’ll end up being dizzy and discombobulated… that even though I’m going to the gym, it seems not enough for my body. Right now I’m already eating less carbs and less cholesterol so at least I won’ be having my head spinning once again. Another is what I wrote to my blog the other day, that even though things are going my way, I’m not really sure on what to do next. As I’ve said, all situations would probably make me elated, but I think jubilation would have to wait because everything could still end up blowing to my face, which is never a good thing…
In the end, of course everything will rely on my decisions… but it would sure help me a lot if signs would be there to direct me to the path of what I’m seeking to ensue. And I hope they come fast or I might blow up my mind in to smithereens, and basically lose everything in the process
Perplexity on the Rise
Things are becoming very different as of late as my life started shifting from the slow-paced, silent mode to something old, and yet new feeling. For some reason, things have started to go my way and everything seems too good to be true… (Somebody slap me… please!) I’m just not sure if I’m going to be happy about the developments that are happening or do I keep my hopes down for the moment and just try to examine the scenes that are currently presented to me. Positives are coming out from nowhere and are placed just right in front of me… but the problem is not because I’m not capable of picking them up, but because I just don’t know which to pick up. (Perplexity on the rise here) Good things are there right now within the reach of my hands, and yet, I don’t know if I should take a grasp of one thing, or do I choose the other. One is certain though, that each one of them will provide different situations and different effects… All will be great, but I’m just not sure which would be better. And oh, another thing… (Story of my life) I don’t have any form of certainty to each one of them… There’s always the tendency of either being elated in to the highest levels of heaven, or end up losing everything and hit rock bottom. For now I’ll leave things anonymously until I’m certain of what I want to do. (If you want, pwede rin sa text… hehehe!)
