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Mixed emotions run wild today as my mother flew away to Singapore to try her luck, and hopefully land a job… Which basically leaves my sister and I alone for the first time… EVER! Medyo mixed since yun nga, first time ko na wala ang mother ko sa bahay in what, 25 years? And I’m turning 25 this March! But then again, syempre, ito rin yung magiging mark sa buhay ko kung saan kailangan ko maging mas matatag since ako ngayon ang magiging pinaka Head of the Household… Changes will definitely pick up because all decisions will depend on me and everything that would happen, right or wrong, will definitely depend on how I would be able to handle things. I guess this day also marks a new chapter of my adulthood… Medyo pampered din kasi ako for the last 24years since nandito nga yung mother ko. But now, I have to do things right and make decisions in a way that would benefit me and my sister, since sa akin nakasalalay lahat ngayon. But then again, looking at the brighter side of things, I’m finally be living independently and make sure that everything flows smoothly for myself and others. I’d finally be an adult with much to experience and I’d finally have that drive to be extra responsible and mature. And I guess the only fall out of all of this is that no one’s going to cook for us anymore… that way, I’d be able to learn more on my culinary skills, and of course, learn better judgment on things that I usually ask my mother on what to do… But of course, since I’ll be doing this for the first time, I’m gonna need all the help that I can get… To cut the long story short, this blog entry isn’t really because I want to tell people of what happened, but mainly to ask help from all the people I know and knows me, as I try to make things right for the rest of my life…
