The One With The Lymph Node…
I just came from the clinic to have my ‘lump’ examined… As it turns out, it is a lymph node that usually appears in the neck part, as well as in both armpits and groin… It was actually a bit funny when the doctor gave me the prescription because I really can’t understand a thing that doctors write in it! I mean, how the hell do pharmacists do their work properly if these doctors won’t even try to straighten their writings? I mean, is it included in med interns’ trainings? Are they trained to just deliberately contort and distort their writings? Anyway, back to some serious stuff… The doctor said it could still be possible that it is a cyst. He gave me prescriptions for a medicine and said to give it a week… if the medicine can’t knock it off, we’ll need to surgically remove it… So anyone who would read this, please if you could tell me something I could use, just tell me… And that’s all for now…
The One Where It Becomes Serious
I don’t exactly know what’s happening to my body as of this moment that I’m writing this stuff… all I know is that I’m a little worried right now and I don’t know what to do and to feel… Just this morning, I suddenly felt a small, hard lump at the back of my head, the day after I felt all well from a fever… I asked some of my nursing and even pharmacist friends about any possibilities and all answers don’t give any favorable response… I’m about to be on my way to a meeting with my friends in our volunteer organization but I just thought I’d write something first so as to remove some anxieties in my mind… then after the meeting, I’ll go to a doctor for a check up so I could finally know what the hell is it that is growing in me… hopefully it’s not that bad because hospitalization bills can be a bitch! A frustration that most people have in common because in order to live better, you have to spend more… Anyway, that’s about it for now… I got to be going now or I’ll be late for the said meeting…
The One Where Tensai Got Sick Again
Howdy peeps!
Tensai here just coming from another sickness again… and the most unusual one I might add… It was the very first time I felt being energetic and restless at the same time! I mean, there was my body feeling all down and sleepy due to a freakin headache and an inexplicable fever, but when I shut my eyes for a snooze, my head feels like it’s going to hit the roof! Same when I stand up… my headache will suddenly fade, but then again, since I’m feeling weak, my body would tell me to lie down, and I’m back to square one… my sweat glands even went haywire at one point because I can’t stop sweating, even though I’m just lying down in an air-conditioned room… for those who read this and sees me regularly, remind me never to touch another bottle of Red Bull or any power booster drinks ever again, because I think that was the reason why my body went nuts! Darn those drinks!
Anyway, just an update of what I’m currently going through, my job still feels like a joke and I can’t seem to do anything about it… Jobs nowadays are too freakin hard to come by, unless it’s a graveyard shift… and now I’m thinking it’s probably not a good idea of starting my professional life in a call center industry… it just came in to my mind, and watching too much of FRIENDS, that when you try to change careers, you’ll need to start from the bottom, a thing that is hard for me to currently do since I don’t exactly know where to start… I mean, I can excel on whatever field, just as long as I get to do it… but the thing is, human resource people don’t see that because they don’t want to… they always go for the people with “high standards”, the ones who eventually become pain in the ass… Anyway, enough with the ranting because it won’t do me any better… going back to my current job, normally, I’d just walk away and forget I ever went there, but at this point, I’m not because I don’t seem to want to… first is because of the camaraderie that I share with my colleagues… and second, is because of a girl… hehehe! I don’t know… maybe if she rejects me, I’d go… but the problem is, I can’t seem to have the confidence that I normally have, to talk to her… it is the first time in years since I got tongue-tied towards someone, and I thought I’m already passed that stage, but apparently I’m not… darn it! Anyway, I guess that’s about it for now… on the account that I just lost my writer’s drive…
The One With Steve irwin
This one is not about me or anyone close to me… I just thought I had to make a post about it because I’m feeling a little grief of what just happened… As of 11am AEST (basically 2hours ahead of Philippine time), 4th of September 2006, Steve Irwin a.k.a. The Crocodile Hunter 
died in a freak accident, while taping a documentary for one of his shows… the scene was supposed to be underwater, and they were shooting stingrays… Suddenly, one of the sea creature got too close to Irwin and they had a struggle below the surface… the next thing that his crew saw was him pulling out the stingray’s barb from his sternum, which pierced straight in to his heart that caused his immediate passing…
Another sad day for the whole world, especially for the people that cares about it… and to think that he got killed by a docile creature made it more deplorable… I mean, we all see him in television, trying to annoy a crocodile,
holding giant snakes, 
carry the most venomous spiders on his palm and all that, then suddenly this kind of news comes out… it’s kind of similar to what happened to the late great Eddie Guerrero… we see the guy perform in a very physical environment and boom! A heart failure took him away… come to think of it… it’s a little scary and yet freakishly true… that you’ll never know it’s your time until you get in that most dreadful stage in your life… people just keep on dying with the most unusual and unpredictable reasons… and I don’t really want to think about it but it makes me wonder now… who’s next? Hulk Hogan dying of eating too much vitamins? Hopefully not… I think people are not yet ready to have a world without the Hulkster… Anyway, I’ll stop here for now… or else I might write something out of place
For The Crocodile Hunter… may he rest in peace, and his soul be blessed…
The One With The Song
Nothing… I just thought I have to have this in here…
"I’ll Be There for You "
The Rembrandts
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job’s a joke, you’re broke, your love life’s DOA
It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year, but…
I’ll be there for you…
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you…
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you…
‘Cause you’re there for me too.
You’re still in bed at ten, though work begins at eight,
You burned your breakfast, so far things are going great,
Your mother warned you there’d be days like these,
But she didn’t tell you
when the world was brought down to your knees
that…
I’ll be there for you…
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you…
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you…
‘Cause you’re there for me too.
No one could ever know me. No one could ever see me.
Seems your the only one who knows what it’s like to be me
Someone to face the day with.
Make it through all the mess with.
Someone I’ll always laugh with.
Even at my worst, I’m best with….
you - yeah
It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year, but…
I’ll be there for you…
When the rain starts to pour
I’ll be there for you…
Like I’ve been there before
I’ll be there for you…
‘Cause you’re there for me too…
