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Ok… After receiving those replies and comments from my past blogs, one thing is certain now… That people really DO care to read my blog posts… Because before, I thought the only purpose of blogs is just to have people have a place to use up their spare time and effort thinking of how they would design their pages and thinking of things to say, then hope against the ray of the sun that somebody would read their posts but nobody really gives a damn unless they tell other people to look at it… For that, I guess from now on, I’m gonna have to make sure I put things here that everybody would appreciate and everyone could understand, unlike some of my past blogs where I’m the only one who really understand…
My blog has a new look by the way… A look that I bet not all guys have the guts and the intestinal(or for some testicular) fortitude to use… Most are afraid to use it for one reason and one reason only… They are not comfortable with their sexuality, so basically, they are afraid to be dubbed as the "third kind" Anyway, enough about this one since it isn’t the main purpose why I wrote this edition of "The Geek’s" blog…
Now, wee all know that there would always be a time in one’s life that everything has to change(oops! there goes that word again…), whether it’s for better or for worse; voluntary or involuntary… One main reason why I am having a hard time with my present situation is because I voluntarily chose the path for new things… As most of you guys know, I’ve been working until my butt fell off the ground in the call center industry for the past two years, and started weeks before I even got to march for graduation… For one thing, by the way, that was also a major change in my life that I voluntarily chosen for my self… But after a while, and this one is based from personal experience, the industry itself will definitely get its toll on you… Surely it is one of the easiest way to earn big dough even for undergraduates. But the fact of the matter is this, that behind all the masking, behind the big pay, something will definitely haunt you in the back of your mind… That even though you don’t say it out loud or don’t admit it to yourself, you’ll always have that urge in yourself wondering "when will I ever start a normal day again?" The question actually remained in my mind in the last one year and seven months of my life… And now I seek for another change… A change where I could find the answer to that question… Start the day while the sun is joyfully beginning to embrace the face of the earth with rays as its arms and brightness as its lovely smile! Where the word "early" means early in the morning and not early because you arrived first than anyone else… But in seeking for this particular change, I have to face consequences… Consequences that I never thought would make much complications in my present life… As I mentioned in my past blog, everything is somewhat in a downward spiral… debts are high, income is low, and even love life is low! Where I had to go low, be wrong, be down in to the bottom the hellish abyss, desperately looking for a remedy…
Now, hopefully I’ll get something soon… or else everything in me will start to implode into nothing. Or perhaps change is not the answer yet? Who knows! I’ll just stay inside my shell for a while , while waiting for my rocket to come…
