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I finally got over my fantasy just recently… Although that dream is still there, it doesn’t seem to have any major effect to me whatsoever… The reason is because of one specific person that I won’t be giving the name… This person is the one currently making my world go round and bring colors to my crooked eye sight… The Heaven inside my hell as I would like to refer her to… I’m always elated whenever I do something connected to her or just basically being with her… but, it seems that every bliss that I get always have a twist in them… that whenever I get to see felicity, comes hurting right after… although I see her as my savior, she’s also my downfall… The one that lifts me up in to the clouds but also the one to pull me down to the ground… Call me a freak or whatever but I kinda like the feeling this time unlike before where I just lose control and bury my head to the ground… this time, I feel the need to win… that I’m supposed to pull this one through from start to end… That I’m willing to just let it all out, not minding of any consequences or whatever it is that would be barring my way… Not even if I hit rock bottom… I just wish that every little thing that I’m doing and planning to do would be worth it and will be giving me great results…
